09.06.2021 – 18:41
Take. Kostandina Lasgush Poradeci
Lagja e Mburimave, Çeta e Mokrës street no. 56
Kostandin, the beloved daughter and father of the brave, I was released on Monday, October 15, from the hospital, Pavilion XIV, where I was examined after the cataract operation of my right eye by Doctor Ylli Shtyllës.
The first night after the operation was terrible for me 24 hours without sleep because with severe eye pain, feeling disgusted to vomit from 4 injections around the eye and medications in the eye, and others, and others. How did I not die the first night except for other nights, 10 other nights in a row, that I did not tell myself I would die, not from the fear of death, since the whole living thing is afraid of death, but from the tortures in the body .
I no longer said I would die from torture, but even on the first night when I said I would die from torture, I was not afraid to die, as all humanity is afraid, I did not feel fear like all humanity that night – because, daughter of the father, that night I had you near, I died in your arms.
When man and animal die, when he dies, he wants to have a being nearby, or a loved one nearby, or a man nearby, even when there is neither a loved one nearby, nor a man anywhere near, he touches with his hand, with the hand that dies, that being, that thing that is next to it, that stone, that blouse and that thread of grass that is nearby, I was so bad, my father Kostandin, that night when, as sent by the angel, you came to me, father’s daughter, suddenly without remembered from so far away, from Poradec, came to me without telling anyone, with your bold initiative, so decisive so bold.
And as you stand so close to me, tired and caught day and night, I thank you honor now daddy and kiss you sweetly, sweetly strong beautiful and wise eyes.
So I am writing to you, I want to come to Poradec every day, but no one can find me the machine because I myself am without power from the hospital.
If I had money, it would be good to have a taximeter, I was there for three hours, but where to find the money. Your father hugs and kisses you very much.